sometimes i think about the shit you've done
and i just want to cry as long and hard
as it takes for you to get out of my heart,
out of my brain.
because i know i could probably do better
but i dont want to.
i wish i could read your mind.
i can't believe you when you tell me about what you want for us,
if theres even an us.
i know you don't lie a lot to me. at least i hope not anymore.
but the times you have, has hurt me more than ill ever be able to explain
but has definatly put me on edge
my trust in people has never been super high and you've pretty much
made it disappear.
who knows? that might be a good thing so i don't go doing something silly
like falling for a guy who just wants his dick wet but has me convinced im special to him.