you have changed so much but then again, i don't think you have. i just think ive finally opened my eyes to a reality ive been trying to ignore. i wish i knew who you were but at the same time i dont because the person i (thought?) i knew wasn't a two faced bitch. i wish you could understand that i'd never talk the shit you do about me. ive always had your back and i always will. we've gone through so much but all that vanishes when you have to impress someone new. it'd make it a lot easier for me to start trying to get some respect back for you if you could own up to things. everyone does bitchy things and everyone lies but not to the extent you do. sometimes i think you try to believe the lies you tell so your conciounsce can rest. i try to tell you all of these things, of course not in these words and you seem to sort of listen then start bullshitting me. im not the best friend in the world, but i think i deserve better than how you've been acting.